The attorney—his name was Julian Mercer, which felt like cosmic irony—stared at me for a long beat, then nodded slowly. “All right,” he said. “Then we work fast.”
By that afternoon, he’d filed an emergency petition for a temporary court order recognizing my living status pending investigation. It wasn’t the final fix, but it would be something official he could hand police if things got chaotic. He advised me not to go alone. I laughed quietly.
“I’m not going alone,” I said. “I have someone.”
Clara—different Clara, not the pharmacist from my Berlin life; this Clara was my friend abroad, the one who’d helped me survive my exile—couldn’t travel on short notice, but she arranged something else. Through her, I connected with a local investigative reporter in my hometown—someone who specialized in fraud and corruption. At first he thought I was lying. Then I sent him the death record, my passport stamps, the registry transfers, and the video from St. Albans.
His response came back in minutes:
This is massive. Do you have the church address and time?
I did.
I didn’t plan to do interviews. I didn’t plan to turn my pain into a public spectacle.
But silence protects the wrong people sometimes.
And if my parents had been comfortable enough to bury me in front of a whole community, then the community deserved to see the truth.
Sunday arrived too quickly.
I stood across the street from St. Albans in a black coat and sunglasses, watching cars line up like a parade of grief. The heavy church doors opened and closed as mourners flowed inside dressed in black. People hugged. People whispered. People dabbed tears.
I watched them like an outsider watching a life that used to belong to me.
It was surreal, like watching a play about a character who looked like me but wasn’t me at all.
Inside, the organ began.
Slow, tragic notes that made people sit up straighter and feel sorrow on cue. Candles flickered beneath my framed photo. The same photo. My face smiling beneath the weight of flowers, like a saint of a lie.
I slipped inside the back of the church quietly and stood in the shadows. My heart hammered. Not fear—rage and disbelief mixed into something sharp.
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